Wednesday, October 25, 2006
i did anticipated it coming,
but it wasnt until it really came that made me think twice
i would have said i would be glad to go, or maybe just please to received
but this time? i just cant say the same..
i just dont feel the same way anymore
not a single bit..
it use to matter alot,or lets put it this way,
it used to be my everything,
all my tears, my hardwork, my effort..
bt now?
even if i do wish, would you...?i've thought alot, but i have never found the reasons why
or maybe there wasnt any reasons
it just happen.i never knew things would turn out this way,
but yet, i guess we arnt in control of it..
or maybe you are?i am trying to.. i was, and i am.i will master every confident that i am left with
i shall not be afraid to fall.
we always want we cant have,
but i will try
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